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Name: Jason
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Birthday: 12/30/1978
Gender: Male
Interests: Basketball, football, weight lifting, video gaming, chilling with friends, chatting
Expertise: Being confused all the time!!!
Occupation: Engineering
Industry: Education/Research
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AIM:  nj6810
MSN: jiang6810@hotmail.com
Member Since:
10/4/2004
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| It's 12:40 a.m., lying on the hotel bed, still couldn't fall asleep. I
guess it just doesn't feel like home. First of all, I need to apologize
to those I haven't talked to or chatted with for a while. So hopefully
this note will help some of you to get to know my current life.
Work:
Work has been fairly busy. Besides having multiple projects, I have
been on the road for a quite bit as well, flew to the west coast last
week, and went down to the east coast this week. For the next couple
weeks, I will still be on the road partially. However, i felt really
blessed with this job. I was able to work with many intelligent, smart
yet humble folks at my corporation. Even though my job title is listed
as an analyst, the role I played with my current projects is more like
a consultant. I was able to learn quite a bit from this job, which is
completely different from what I did in college and grad school. I
still manage to work out 4 times a week after work, and play ball 1-2
times.
Church: I was also blessed for finding a church as soon
as I moved to Virginia. Well, it is the first time I am going to a
Chinese church in the states. Even though I still have troubles for
understanding certain phrases during the sermon (the sermon is giving
in Mandarin), I feel I am taking a step forward on my spiritual journey
with the Big Man. I am in charge with the electronic equipments for the
church, as well as joining the singing choir (although trying to hind
my voice majority of the times).
Relationship status: well, my
status is still remaining single (no, Percy and Jeremy, I am not dating
anyone). Not cause I want, but cause I am still troubled by some
matters occurred in the past. To be honest, I am feeling a bit tired.
Girls tend to use the phrase "I deserve to be loved and appreciated",
and quite frankly I think this phrase also applies to guys, especially
nice guys. Since the last thing I want to do in my life is turning into
a completely jerk, I think I will just take my time and wait patiently.
He already made someone special for each of us; however, what takes is
the right timing. And nice guys DO NOT always finish the last.
Well,
I am looking forward to the month of August. Beside the business
traveling, I will have some friends and my wonderful folks coming in
town to see me. Life can only get better. | | |
| Sometimes don't you just have that feeling, which you want to turn back the clock and start some things all over again? This is how I felt right now... I admitted that I made a big mistake a while back, and yet the choice I made was running away... I still have so much more growing to do... | | |
| This will be my last entry in Atlanta, tomorrow officially I will move out of ATL, the city I lived in for the past 5 years. It was a long stretch, yet, I learned so much more about myself. All these memories, good or bitter, have helped me to develop into a better if not stronger person. Life has been great in the last 4 months here, finished my doctoral degree, got an ideal job without much hassle, and more important, made some friends I know I will be able to keep for lifetime. Thank you so very much for everything, everyone, and I truly hope everything will be great for each single one of you. I would like to give special thanks to:
P - even though your ass is not here in ATL, I still all remember the silly things we did together in the past 4 years. Don't get too crazy in Japan, back in one piece next August, and stop by DC on your way back.
Jeremy - although we only got to know each other for a few months, but you are like a big (well, sometimes little) brother to me. Thanks for always letting me sharing my thoughts with you.
Morgan, Johnny - well, we really didn't get the chance to do too much stuff this semester, but it was my pleasure to know you guys for the past 3 years.
Maggie - well, what can I say, I only knew you for 3 months, but I think over this period of time we developed such a wonderful friendship, I don't think I can ask for more. Thanks for the b-day gift, and I am sure it will be handy especially when I am traveling or excising.
The entire COSMOS b-ball crew - Playing basketball on Saturdays has just been a part of my life, I know I will be missing this.
All luck b-ball crew - what can I say, it has been great in the past 3 years, especially the time we made to Elite Eight. Too bad, I never had a breakout game... Best luck with the upcoming season.
There are so many more folks I want to thank. so THANK YOU ALL, I will miss my life in ATL. However, at the same time, I am ready for a brand new life in DC. In the future, please stop by DC and say hi...stay at my crib if you want to  . Best luck with each single one of you, and stay in touch. Peach and God Bless 
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| "Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. when I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully know. And now these three remain: FAITH, HOPE and LOVE. But the greatest of these is LOVE."
-- 1 Corinthians; 8-13
Amen.
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| I was just surfing the web and an article titled "Duel Personalites of Capricorns" caught my eye. I read the article, and surprisely it was quite accurate towards certain issues. Here it is:
魔羯的双重性格（地狱或天堂）
年轻的魔羯都是
很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表
现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解
身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力，魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无
论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有
的魔羯都很包容对方
请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出．
所有魔羯都拥有
２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的
人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护，他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌，做不做就看对方是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了，这并不是在表扬，似乎用阴险可
以形容，当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对，魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人，但是如果哪个人做的太过分，这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀，如果这个人激怒了魔
羯，呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临，
魔羯是个比较城府的人，他们不会表面去得罪了，但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会
给自己带来多大的回报，魔羯的报复手段极其残忍，他会加倍的还给你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯）魔羯并不会随便
的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏，他们是天才的杀手，一切的一切从很早以前就做好计划，而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破
绽的进行报复计划，也许这些和他的悲观有些联系，魔羯的人很了解世界，但他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然
想抛弃自己是不可能的．
朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）
魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般
的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友
魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜这些朋友，他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信
任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友
的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论
你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是
心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人人品太差了．
感情（超级白痴）
魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱
情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，
傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太
不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出”我爱你”或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这
点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了
当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们．
追求，魔羯的追求是认真的，只要对方不让魔羯认为完全没有机会，魔羯就会像疯子一样的追求着，他们其实对自己非常没有信心，唯一的动力只是相信自己在爱着，为了对的起自己的感情，为了认真的去爱一回．
被追求 魔羯对于不喜欢的人不会给予任何机会，魔羯的人很善良，而且他们知道长痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉强接受了你，那也是出于一种同情心，但是交
往没几天他们就开始内疚，他们认为怜悯的爱对追求者来说是一种伤害，他们会尽量的躲避并且对追求者很冷淡追求者尽量的让追求者开始讨厌她／他．如果追求者
不理解的话，放心最长不超过一年，魔羯会很理智的告诉你别在联系了，她／他会消失的无影无纵．
拒绝 如果魔羯真的爱了就不会去拒绝你，永远不会．
被拒绝 魔羯比任何一个星座对感情都很认真，恢复伤痕的时间也很长，他们会选择消失，这样对你对他都有好处，因为他怕多看你一眼 而又再次无法自拔 他怕再多看你一眼 心如刀割
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